22 July 2010

The first steps

Hello everyone!! Well, this is it. This is my blog. It took me a while to finally decide to create one because I was (am) a little nervous about airing my life for the world to see. But at the same time, it is also very relaxing to know that I won't know 95% of the people that may view it. The fear of rejection and judgment made me hesitate, but the desire to express myself in a way that I have not be able to before pushed me to do it. I already feel pretty good about doing it.

This blog is about me and my journey to get free of all the inhibitions that have held me back. There are so many things that can cause you to not allow yourself to do what you want to do, and many times, those hindrances are justifiable; common sense, moral responsibility, character and personality. But there are times when society, family life, and self-esteem are the real reasons you hold back. We all have times when we fear what some else may think or say, so we either do or don't do something.

And then there are times when we fell left out and alone, not because there's no one there, but because sometimes we feel like nobody understands or can relate to what we are thinking an how we feel. Each of us has a totally different side to our personality that most people never get to meet. And sadly for some of us, our own families have never met the real us. For me, the person I am is many times pushed aside to be who I need to be for someone else, whether it be my children, my mom, my brother, my boss, or even my friend. And because I am pulled so many ways by so many different people, there is rarely anytime for me. So this is about me. For me. And I hope you enjoy it!! :o)

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